I have questioned posting about this topic for a couple of weeks and actually began writing this when I was at Emily’s for her baby shower. I was afraid expose my endeavors to the world, but I think it is the right thing to do.
All of my life, there has been one thing that I have really struggled with. I have tried countless times to get over it, but it has haunted me most of my life…my weight. This weight issue has plagued me since I was in middle school, probably because I was made to feel like the biggest kid there. Many times a week I would walk down the hall and someone would yell out, “WATCH OUT! Wide load coming through.”
Now, don’t get me wrong, I love who I am. The experiences that I have gone through have made me the person I am today. I know that I am beautiful, but I also know that my body is God’s temple and right now it’s looking a little run down.
So, my pledge to you, and myself, is to rebuild this temple God has given me from the inside out. While I restructuring my outward appearance, I also want to focus on strengthening my spiritual walk. So, here’s the deal…I need some major accountability partners, because I know that my strength is not enough to tackle this large feat alone. Philippians 4:13 says “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”. I know that I have God on my side, but I also believe that God has called some of you to be prayer warriors/motivators to help keep me in check throughout this whole process.
I will “try” to document this experience every step of the way, which will probably be a miracle in itself. Just like my sister Tory with her cooking, I will give you the ups and downs of my “Journey to a Healthier Me” every week. I would love feedback and helpful hints because I am a young, single woman on a very strict budget (or one who attempts to be on a really strict budget). Please, I encourage you to give me uplifting words because they may be something I will hold onto throughout my journey. It will take hard work, but I know this is something that I have ignored for a long time.
I want to live more like Jesus and focus on Him, not my physical appearance or limitations. I want to stop running away from my problems and start running toward my goals. Who am I kidding….I’m gonna start with walking! I don’t want to die right off the bat!